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Bored days
#simple domestic fluff to make up for the angst ft. your local lethargic old man and unemployed bot#i dont. love it but i pushed myself to put it out so might as well. its been sitting on my notebook for a while now#i think im gonna digitalize all the stuff in there before i try coming up with anything new. helps with art block too#theyre kind of bittersweet tho#eehhh well cross that bridge when we get to it#immortal au#doodles#sunshine draws#dca fandom#dca au#dca fnaf#dca sun#oc#oc — perkeo#man i need to draw moon more. but hes such a chill guy tho hes just there for the ride and the giggles#whatever i need a nap see ya#what did they learn? place your bets
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herbology class 🌹🌿 (from chap 2 of my fic!)
#his alliteration/pun combo is even more lame in the actual chap bc seb holds up a dittany seed as he says this#bro had the dad jokes before he even became a dad😔👌#alliterations are just how they flirt.....losers...and i notice them EVERYWHERE now too. ive cursed myself#also MY ONESHOT IS LIKE 70-80% DONE I THINK?? im 30k words in but i might end up making it 2 chaps instead#idk im still deciding..itll depend on if i find a cutoff point that im happy with. cuz right now i dont like splitting it anywhere LOL#but maybe ill do it and release the first part just so that i can get it out and then finish the latter half later...decisions decisions#also now that im done my fic i also wanna draw a bunch of the earlier scenes i never did like this one#so weird drawing seb and clora not together yet tho LOL esp for seb. like damn there was a time u COULDNT just smooch clora?? nightmare....#i also almost drew clora wearing her hairclip SO many times by mistake LOL. thats the plus side of pre-seblora tho. dont gotta draw it🤪#hogwarts legacy#hphl#sebastian sallow#sebastian sallow x oc#sebastian sallow x mc#clora clemons#sebastian x mc#choccyart#mirabel garlick#hogwarts legacy fanfiction
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Mostly Hiring manager, but HR manager and PR manager too
#elden ring#elden ring varre#white mask varre#varre#white faced varre#tarnished#tarnished oc#varre x tarnished#tw; blood#suggestive#no jokes or humor this time sorry#just Varre being Varre#I know I usually stick to humor stuff but this clawed through my brain like an eldritch horror#I actually hate 5/11 Varre faces I drew here but I did my best#sometimes homeboy is gonna look like a lil gremlin and there’s nothing I can do about it#but also those other 6 /11 faces are the best I’ve ever done so I’ll take it#never been more clear to me how I unconsciously push myself to do harder things#like we got crazy hand angles with defined knuckles and fingernails#we got the upward angle face that doesn’t look like shit#we got form fitting lighting that is passable#semi accurate fabric physics#did I not give a fuck about the BG#yes#but I’m here for Varre sex appeal not rendering bricks#also misericorde magically changes scale throughout the whole comic#lmao oops#most detailed environmental lighting I’ve done too#Christ the lengths I go to for deranged fictional men#at the very least I feel like the dialogue isn’t ooc#me fighting for my life to make sure Varre looks like the same damn character between each panel
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XV – The Devil | print
#coyoteworks#artists on tumblr#illustration#tarot card art#character illustration#tarot card#digital painting#leyendecker study#original character#oc#altair#background is hieronymus bosch's garden of earthly delights#and a modified asset from bunabi's free frames set#it's uhhhh. altair tuesday time to fake your death#this thing took me forever and at this point im like i have to stop myself from trying to make any more tweaks#because if i dont restrain myself i will be at it until i die#im decently happy with it at least. even if i did get to the point where i just#could not be bothered to try to figure out an original composition for the background. so i just slapped in bosch and colorgraded it a bit.#anyway if youre reading this love you bye !!
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powerful mental image of lucanis expounding passionately about any given one of his limited but extremely deep areas of interest (the wyvern/knives/coffee/cooking/murder continuum of lucanis dellamorte special interests if you will) while rye lounges around and Beholds him with palpable twink boutta pounce energy
#having lucanis really go off about something no matter what it is is a rare and precious gift for rye specifically. free aphrodisiac#honestly rye's version of that might initially be subtle enough that only davrin would notice it (and suffer accordingly) lol#'could you guys do that while I'm not here. I'm starting to feel sick' '*perfectly innocent rye voice* do what davrin? I'm not even#doing anything :}' 'yeah you're doing nothing with a lot of subtext rook there are whole chains of footnotes here I'd rather not know'#very funny idea of rye leaving the top button of his shirt open (which means about one centimeter of throat exposed. to be clear)#to go to dinner b/c that is enough to make lucanis completely lose his train of thought every time he glances over#and davrin with half his glorious booba out at all times shaking his head at rye across the table like 'you harlot (affectionate)'#(may I remind us all that his first crush was viago de riva. I remind myself of this at least twice a week b/c it's one of my few sources#of joy and delight these days. rye only gets as mean as viago under very rare and specific cirumstances but I think that#might be lucanis' equivalent aphrodisiac material lol. whenever rook gets tried to the point of showing his hand that not only#IS he actually very clever he also has the capacity to be a *bitch* when provoked lucanis finds his trousers suddenly a little tight.#man something here about both of them struggling with holding on to their anger yet actually finding it appealing in the other person#that's actually kind of moving as well as hilarious haha. rye losing his cool and being like 'oh fuck my cover is blown yet again#now everyone will know I am an asshole actually' and meanwhile lucanis is like 'I need to kiss him under the pale moonlight' <3#something something nothing is more beautiful to me than the fullness of your nature getting to witness the full spectrum of your being#'*davrin facepalming just out of frame as they gaze upon each other like this* literally what did I just SAY!!! assan avert your eyes#this is grownup stuff. weird-ass grownup stuff I don't fully get and yet I suppose it takes all kinds etc. but still grownup stuff')#davrin being the baffled witness to the intricate yet extremely low-key mating dance of two introverts is something that can be so personal#he clocked them from the moment they showed up to recruit him (which to be clear is before either of these two dumbasses realized anything)#and now he has to live with it <3 sorry davrin I love you davrin#dragon age#dragon age: the veilguard#oc: Ellaryen Ingellvar#lucanis dellamorte#davrin#from my tag rants etc.#rook x lucanis#rookanis#holding on to my sanity and will to live by a shred but with how coherent and sane this is I'm sure it's not even noticeable
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this is a scene from @msmargarita ‘s fic “Bad Pennies”
it was so silly i HAD to make an animatic out of it
#junkrat#ovw2#overwatch#artists on tumblr#animation#animatic#storyboard#oc#original character#roadhog#jamison fawkes#ovw#fanfic#junkrat x reader#x reader#hes technically wearing the king jamison skin but i didnt have time to draw the deets lol#i also never imagine reader fics as myself i just make up character designs for them idk its more fun for me that way haha#did i go a little overboard? maybe#did i have fun? yes#and thats whats important#cringe culture is DEAD#EMBRACE HAVING FUN#AND CREATING SELF INDULGENT SHIT#ty to msmargarita for this fic im having a lot of fun reading it
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ERMM.... trollsona posting.... Firefly my absolute beloved. She is me fr. Cant believe I haven't shared her here yet
#trolls oc#trolls band together#trollsona#rainyart#dreamworks trolls#trolls#errr..... thats all i wanna tag todayHAHDJXHAH#I mostly just post here for myself :3 interactions are a fun bonus#UGH theyre playing my least favorite song in the lobby of the optometrist#anyways i still wanna put together a little compilation of my folk troll headcanons like different subgenre tribes and where they live#and different features they have and the culture around their antlers/horns/buggy wings#also fun fact i didnt like the name Rainy for them so when i was finding replacements#i found firefly and i was like WAIT.... i can make her braid glowy sometimes like a firefly and i still did a poll but yeah that cinched it#other contenders were River‚ Sparrow‚ and Spider!#enough yapping HIT POST
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FORKLIFTER
#✦ art#furry#anthro#oc#armored core#armored core 6#That previous piece bothered me so much#That I made this one just to make sure I can draw mecha by myself in the first place#Sure it's a bit wacky#But at least I did this from scratch#Also hey I finally managed to draw that pilot suit again!
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it's been taking me forever to finish these to even this state and then Suddenly i just sketched the expressions and cleaned them up all in one evening
anyway hi i saw a meme and thought it would be good to give a writing test drive to my boys again (urs especially...)
[ original blanks here, image transcriptions in ALT text ]
#oc meme#artist meme#ai oc#robot oc#original character#artists on tumblr#oc#aster#rigel (aster)#vega (aster)#aldebaran (aster)#urs novak#CaelOS#original#i didn't know what to make up for the free space it's really just. stream of consciousness rather than monologue even#anyways i may have gotten myself of the art pit? what was it a month?? two months??#not totally back obviously but#doodle post#this is made in krita btw. did you know that krita is a nightmare to add text with??#well not made but edited but yknow
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🌟 !!
#long time no art!#just finished my first semester of college#lowkey started crashing out at the end but dw guys#I’m making my academic comeback next semester 💯💯#redraw of an old piece I did back in 2022 to get myself back into art again#rlly missed drawing…#my art#art#digital art#illustration#procreate#original character#oc#haliai art
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Was feeling really frustrated with my art today
Transcript under the cut
First panel: you frustrated?
Second Panel: art is different for everyone. it takes time and practice remember?
Third panel: everyones different [illegible]. you’ve just gotta keep telling yourself that until you believe it. everyone learns at their own pace. just because you don’t get it yet doesn’t make you stupid.
Fourth panel: you’ve got this kid 💙
#the context is I saw an artist I really like and got envious and sad#just me telling myself this stuff didn’t help much#but i thought drawing sans saying those things would help#and they did!#so i feel better#:)#i think i mighth have ended up making a sans oc halfway thru#cant think of a name for him tho#hes supposed to represent all those possible mess ups you make during art#sans#sansnomaly#leafs art#undertale#he has a name now#mistake!sans#mistake sans
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˚˖𓍢ִ໋🦢˚ 𝓻𝔂𝓾𝓱𝓪𝓲𝓽𝓱𝓪𝓶
there was an ache in my heart when i awoke in a strange, beautiful world that wasn’t my own. even as months turned to years, i still missed the familiar skies, the voice of loved ones and the home i had left behind. i wrote letters that went nowhere and whispered silent prayers that reached no one. it was like i was plucked from my own reality and placed in a world where i didn’t quite belong.
yet, as much as i longed for home, i was determined to learn in this new life. sumeru became my sanctuary and the akademiya, my solace. i learned their languages, customs, and secrets while sharing stories of the stars, landmarks, and beauty of my own world. the scholars listened, fascinated by the similarities and differences, but none more than al-haitham—a student assigned to guide me through this foreign land. he was a quiet presence. thoughtful and curious. he did not pity me.
and over time, he went from guide to peer to something more. over time, i wasn’t just seeking knowledge but also him. but what was the point? what was the point of falling for him if one day, i could just disappear—vanish back to my world, leaving him and teyvat behind? this could slip away at any moment. this might be as fleeting as a dream.
despite all reason, i still found myself loving him deeply. in a world that wasn’t my own, he had become my home.
𝐭𝐫𝐨𝐩𝐞𝐬: very slow burn, mutual pining, friends to lovers
𝐀𝐁𝐎𝐔𝐓 𝐔𝐒: 22.10.22 | playlist | genshinverse ryu | home for christmas (fic) | moodboards
𝐀𝐑𝐓: silk & moonlight | modern au | akademiya days | season of love | minecraft |
#is this an intro… or a drabble…#i got carried away#did i really just isekai myself into the genshinverse?#yes#don’t laugh at me please !!!!#be kind please !!!#i loved the academic rivals to lovers thing i had going on but that backstory belongs to my oc nahla (who i had for haitham before#i decided to self ship with him)#for my s/i i found myself daydreaming about this scenario and it’s probably a bit too ambitious for genshinverse but hey#the power of fiction lets me do whatever i want!#and our dynamics still stays the same ^^ i just changed my lore. i rlly tried to keep this intro as short as possible#but i think there is something so deeply romantic about falling for someone despite there being so many barriers and crossroads#if i wasnt clear enough we meet as students! i can picture him watching me curiously from behind his book when i first enrol at the akademi#he could be pragmatic at first but over time he brings me things that remind me of my home. perhaps books that could comfort me or#asking questions to allow me to talk about it#not knowing whether or not i'll suddenly go *blip* makes every moment so precious#nothing better than finding your beacon of light in an unfamiliar place#*he* fell first *i* fell harder me thinks#because i was never going to open myself to love but did it anyway#anyway who’s even reading this far i should have like a certain emoji for people to comment if they’ve reach this point#maybe 🌎#selfships#selfship moodboard#my selfships#genshin self insert#self insert
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How to Make a Villain, final chapter.
It was a wonder she hadn't immediately noticed them; almost decorative in the way they adorned her skin, it was hard to believe that the curlicues of scar tissue had been imparted by torture. Not jagged and hacked as if carved by knifepoint, but delicate brush strokes: a pretty flourish, an intricate filigree, as if whoever had inflicted them had done so lovingly, and with care.
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So softly she barely felt it, Sebastian traced the path the pain had taken with his fingertips, following the thickest scar down her chest to where it disappeared beneath her nightgown. Just shy of slipping under, he let his touch linger there, thumbing the edge of silk and lace.
‘Do they hurt?’ he breathed.
She shook her head no, then lifted her head to press her lips to the mottled bruises on his throat.
‘Do these?’ she whispered.
He swallowed roughly, Adam's apple bobbing beneath her lips. ‘N-no.’
— How to Make a Villain, final chapter [coming soon]
#oh my GOD I actually did it#I finished it#twenty months later it is DONE#just needs some edits and a good clean up#hoping for a weekend upload#also sorry for falling off#i've been soooo stressed that I made myself physical ill lol#I'm better now but still going through it#anyways miss you guys#hogwarts legacy#hogwarts legacy fanfic#sebastian sallow#sebastian sallow fanfic#sebastian sallow fanfiction#hogwarts legacy fandom#aurelie collins#hogwarts legacy mc#hogwarts legacy oc#sebastian sallow x mc#how to make a villain#morelikeravenbore writes
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Finally back, with a lil more of Chill's Artist Admiration Sketchbook; making fanart for blogs I like :D
@kingspacebar
Accessoires and colours my beloved <3 <3 <3
#(The tags are gonna be a bit of an essay I apologize :P )#I only realized late that I was mixing the designs of different references that all had slightly diff accessoires#So I just decided to add them all#I always say I want to draw more bright colours because I love them so much and then I never do because I'm bad at colour palettes#I'm always super impressed with artists who can make them all work SO well together#With that out of the way OMG I LOVE THESE CHARACTER DESIGNS SO MUCH!!!!#Had to stop myself from going into the askbox multiple times to gush about them; because I wanted to wait until now#The colours are so good! AND THE CLOTHES!!! I wish I looked like that fr fr#I also just love the way the eyes and the faces look (you don't wanna know *how* often I changed the size/position of those eyes /lh)#Of course; rhythm games my beloved! Couldn't not include a little Osu! in the background#But srs going back to colours I had to compose myself multiple times while drawing this because I loved them so much#This character did smth to my brain /pos#(I forgot what Tumblr's tag limit is and I still have to add stuff so I'll stop here but aaaaaah)#no id#other's ocs#fursona#fanart#cw eyestrain#<- just in case; maybe I'm a bit over-careful with this tag lol#chill's art#chill's artist admiration sketchbook
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I made a picrew (by @copypastus) for a scene in my @tamlinweek fic Memoriam (Chapter 1) for Day 1!
#Its not exactly canon Amara in my head but close enough!!#I did my best and I LOVE IT#I am thinking of making 1 for each chapter just for funsies#and as a gift to myself for writing said chapters lmao#pro tamlin#tamlin#tamlin and oc#OC Amara#tamlinweek#tamlinweek2025
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these hollow empty spaces (7)
"do what is right, not what is easy."
Synopsis: The youngest daughter of Tywin Lannister refuses to stand idly by, and the currents of fate shift.
Pairing: Robb Stark x Lannister!OC
Tags: slow burn, enemies to lovers
the red wedding folks. I think it's angsty but idk, let me know.
pt. 7
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Someone is screaming.
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Edmure looks nervous, Robb decides, watching his uncle barely restrain from pacing along the steps of the dais. He keeps looking to Catelyn and Brynden, who are standing on the other side of Robb's wife, and giving Edmure reassuring looks. Robb doesn’t think it's working.
He glances around the hall. The underlying tension he can read under his bannermen's pleasantly cheerful demeanor makes him itch. Greatjon Umber slips into the hall and takes his place next to Maege Mormont -- Robb catches his eye and receives the barest hint of a nod: Umber has spread the word amongst the men to stay on their most vigilant behavior. Robb doesn’t really think Eleyna's warning of a wedding massacre holds any weight, but he won't leave his men unprepared in the case that it does.
Roose Bolton flashes a tight smile at Robb. Robb itches to pull his dagger and demand to know if Eleyna had been right about him. He wishes he had Grey Wind's fur to bury his restless fingers in -- instead he smiles politely back. His fingers rub at the soft, lightly furred sleeves of his formal tunic, then he reaches back and takes Talisa's hand.
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"Hold him down!" pressure on his shoulders leather in his teeth rawness in his throat they are PULLING and
Someone is screaming.
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Robb's finally starting to relax as the feast begins. Roslin Frey makes a beautiful bride for Uncle Edmure, and Lord Frey seems... as happy as Robb thinks he ever gets. What a miserable place the Twins must be to live in every other day.
Talisa is laughing with Lothar Frey and Robb finds it hard to look away from her -- he's incredibly lucky this has all worked out. Eleyna Lannister had to have been wrong. The press of metal, the dagger warmed by his body heat, inside his sleeve won't let him forget her words though -- "My father has allied with Lord Frey and Lord Bolton. He means to have you and all who follow you killed here at this wedding." He hadn't believed her, not really, even though she provided the raven scroll with her father's words on it -- he didn't trust the Lannisters not to be trying to sow chaos among his ranks by planting seeds of suspicion. But Eleyna had... had been insistent that he not leave his men to be caught completely unaware, and so Robb wears a dagger, as he knows his bannermen do.
But nothing has gone the slightest bit awry.
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something burns and he thrashes to get away his chest is on fire he doesn't want to be fixed he is screaming and
"G--- the mi--- the pop-- you must drink, your grace." something cool slips down his throat. everything goes blissfully dark.
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The feast is winding down when Prestan steps up next to her and leans down to whisper. "There's a Frey man guarding the kennel with Stark's direwolf."
Eleyna frowns. Robb had rarely been without the direwolf a single moment when she'd been in Winterfell, and the wolf had been in Robb's chambers just last night. She looks around to make sure they aren't being watched. "Come on, then, they're probably planning to kill him too. We should set him free."
"Is it wise to be leaving the feast?" Prestan asks as they slip out the doors, Eleyna giving the Frey guard at the door a bright, falsely sweet smile as they go.
She nods firmly. "I've met Grey Wind before. Maybe he'll remember me? Know that I don’t mean him harm?"
Neither of them mention how uncertain her voice is.
The air outside is cold compared to the heat of the feast, and Eleyna wraps her arms around herself. The sounds of the celebration inside are muted, and not echoed in the surrounding camp. She feels guilty for a second -- it's her fault that Robb's men can't let loose for one night.
Prestan sneaks up behind the guard at the kennel and slits his throat, dragging him back into the shadows. Eleyna opens the kennel door and valiantly does not flinch at the snarls coming from inside. She takes a deep breath and holds out a hand, like the massive direwolf is one of Robert’s hunting hounds. "Easy, Grey Wind. I'm trying to help you. You and Robb."
Her hand is not shaking, thank you, as Grey Wind sniffs at it and then stalks past her towards the building. She swallows and follows the direwolf, Prestan falling into step just behind her.
They're just inside the hallway to the back entrance of the Great Hall when they hear the music change and the screaming start. Grey Wind tears the throats out of the Bolton men rushing towards them and Eleyna flinches as blood splatters her face. She swallows hard and waves it away when Prestan lays a concerned hand on her shoulder.
"I'm fine," she says, mostly to herself. "It's just blood."
The door ahead is unguarded -- clearly Walder Frey doesn't expect anyone to try to enter or leave through it, and why would he, when he expects the Northerners to be unaware? It's a disturbingly easy thing to slip in unnoticed in the chaos of the fighting. Robb is kneeling over his queen's body, seemingly unaware of what's happening beyond the woman he holds. Three arrows stick out of his upper body. Grey Wind howls angrily and bounds into the fray. To the right, Catelyn Stark has gotten up to her knees with a knife at Lady Frey's throat. Eleyna waves a hand at her and looks at Prestan. "Make sure she gets out? I'll go with Grey Wind and get Robb."
"As you say, my lady." He takes a few steps away before turning back and pulling Eleyna in to kiss her forehead. "Keep yourself alive, little sun." Then he's gone.
Eleyna makes her way towards Robb, dropping to her hands and knees under a table to avoid the swinging swords. Bile rises at the back of her throat at the slick red that meets her hands and stains her dress, an impending panic she shoves ruthlessly away. She chances a glance at the dais. Lord Frey's attention is completely on the furious direwolf tearing through his sons. The archers in the balconies have been distracted by Northmen attacking them. Dead men litter the floor. Ned Stark’s voice rasps a death-rattle "Traitor!" in her mind.
She can feel warm sticky liquid seeping through her skirts as she reaches Robb. His wife, Talisa, stares lifelessly at nothing, and Eleyna tries to ignore the way it feels like she's being stared at accusingly. She reaches out and touches Robb's shoulder.
"Your Grace." He doesn’t respond. She shakes him. "Robb!" He looks at her then, looks right through her unseeingly. She resolutely does not look back down at the woman in his arm's. "We need to go, Robb!"
"I can't," he says in barely a whisper. His eyes have already fallen back to Talisa. "I can't leave her."
Eleyna can see Prestan dragging Lady Stark out of the hall from the corner of her eye. She shakes her head and reaches out, forcing Robb to look at her. "Are you, or are you not, the King in the North?! Stand up, Stark!"
He blinks, his eyes clearing a bit. "Eleyna...?" He looks around, seemingly seeing the battle raging around them for the first time. He pushes himself to his feet. "I... I need to help them."
"You can't!" Eleyna ducks against his side, stumbling as his strength flags and his weight leans more fully on her shoulders. She looks around wildly. Robb's blood drips down her arm. She can't get him out on her own, but she can't... Prestan isn't in her sight anymore, and Grey Wind is...
"The King in the North arises," Walder Frey laughs. She can feel his eyes on her like a tangible thing, slimy and cold down her spine. "And a lying Lannister bitch as well. Lothar! Ki--"
Grey Wind tears out his throat. Eleyna drags Robb a few steps towards the door. Robb calls out a weak "Grey!" and the wolf bolsters his other side.
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They make it out into cold air. Smoke and iron sting at Eleyna's nose when she breathes in. The chaos is muted out here -- the soldiers out here had been ready, and quick about dispatching the traitors.
"The King!" someone shouts, and then the weight of Robb is being taken from Eleyna's hold by a man in a bear-sigiled cloak. Grey Wind follows as he's taken away further into the camp. Eleyna takes a single step after them before her path is blocked by Stark guards.
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The pen they throw her into is cold and muddy. "The Kingslayer's cell," they crow, as if she should see it as an honor that she's been locked in the same filthy pen as Jaime. "Fit for his bitch of a sister."
"More than either of you deserve," one man - an Umber, she thinks, though the sigil on his armor was almost too gory to make out - had spat at her, and in she'd been shoved. It matters not, apparently, that she'd betrayed her own House to bring their king warning of treacherous plots, nor that she'd freed the king's direwolf and dragged the man from the carnage herself. No, none of it holds water in the face of her Lannister blood.
Eleyna dares not sleep. Some of the men who pass by stop often simply to leer at her, and she worries sometimes that if she lets her guard down, she'll find herself no longer a maiden. She wouldn't be sleeping even if she could, anyway. The dreams of cold unfamiliar crypts had not stopped when she left Harrenhal, and every time her eyes have slipped shut in the days since the wedding, she sees Talisa Stark's lifeless eyes, feels the mud on her hands morph into slick warm blood. Sleep won't come easily for awhile, she thinks.
She can still feel the blood on her hands and face, dried and itchy now. She shifts, wincing as the ropes - tightly bound, since it seems her brother had made himself a nuisance of a prisoner - chafe against her wrists. One of them is surely broken -- Eleyna had caught the hilt of a man's sword against her wrist trying to drag an unwilling Stark, and she can still feel the sharp rattling pain. She flexes her fingers to try and get blood flowing again and bites her lip to muffle the cry of pain. She will not cry in front of these people. Lannisters don't cry.
Her head is starting to throb in time with her heartbeat when the cell is unlocked and the door swings open. Eleyna looks up and almost forgets to breathe. Robb Stark stands in the doorway, flanked by two loyal, sneering guards. The cold morning light illuminates him from behind, like some kind of holy light. What was it Tyrion had said, all those months ago? "His men speak of him like he’s the Warrior come to earth." Eleyna thinks she can see it - even pale and clearly wracked with grief, Robb Stark commands attention effortlessly. She can't stop her eyes from widening and raking over him - she hadn't known... No one had told her if he had lived. But here he is, and something loosens in her. She hadn't failed. He leans heavy on his wolf, sure, and she can just see the top of stark white bandages wrapped thick around his chest, but he lives.
He's staring at her, eyes hard. She schools her expression into something far less open.
"I'd stand to greet you, but," she shrugs lazily. "I'm a little tied up right now."
Robb Stark says nothing. His guard is not nearly so restrained. "That's the king in the north you address, you Lannister bitch. Show some respect!"
Robb raises a hand and the guard falls silent. It's almost impressive, the easy show of command. His voice is deceptively calm, his eyes like ice. "Eight hundred and fifty three of my men died that night. Still more are critically wounded and succumbing to their injuries every day. My wife..."
His voice breaks. Eleyna swallows hard, an apology sticking at the back of her throat, choking her voice -- Lannisters never apologize. She meets Robb's eyes. "My condol--"
"I don't want your apologies!" Robb snapped, cutting her off. "Your apologies mean nothing if they cannot bring them back!" Grey Wind snarled along with him, and Robb tangled his hand in the beast's fur, seeming to visibly restrain his temper. "Your family has once again taken everything from me."
Eleyna frowns at him, her eyes flicking pointedly to the direwolf at his side. She'd also seen Catelyn Stark walking through what Eleyna could see of the camp. Her eyebrow raises. "I wouldn't say everything. You're alive. And your mother yet lives, does she not? As well as your direwolf, and most of your men."
"But my wife and our child are dead," Robb snarls. "Thanks to your father, the Stark line will end with me."
Eleyna rolls her eyes before she can stop herself. "Oh, I'm sorry, were you castrated as well as shot?"
Her head snapped to the side, heat blooming over her cheek where the guard's hand had cracked across her face. "Watch your fucking mouth, Lannister."
She spits blood on the ground from her bitten tongue, and looks back at Robb. He's staring at her like he doesn't quite recognize her, his jaw tight and eyes dark. His wolf bares his teeth, a low growl rumbling through the quiet cell. Eleyna looks from Robb to his wolf to the guards ready to kill her, and swallows. Lets her shoulders slump. "That was an... unnecessary thing to say."
It's not an apology, but the wolf settles anyway. Robb shakes his head, exhaling hard through his nose. He waves a hand at Eleyna. "Untie her hands. Put her in shackles if you must, but the for the warning she gave us, we will not keep her tied like an animal."
He starts to walk away. Eleyna lunges forward, ignoring the sharp pain in her wrist. "Wait!"
He stops. Turns back to face her with an expression that says he is sick of her already. "What."
"Ser Prestan Hayard. I sent him to get your mother out," she says in a rush. She hadn't seen any sign of him since that night. "I... where are you holding him? I just need to know he's alive."
"The guard who escorted my mother out was your man?" Eleyna nods and Robb's face flashes with something that might be pity. "He came out of the Twins with a stab wound to the gut. He did not live through the night."
Eleyna's mouth falls open soundlessly, ears ringing. "What?" she whispers faintly. "He's..."
"My condolences," Robb says, but it's filled with sarcasm, a mockery of Eleyna's own earlier words. "How hard it is to lose a guard." He pauses, waiting for some kind of reaction. But Eleyna isn't even looking at him, staring past him blankly. He scoffs at her, then turns and stalks away.
Eleyna bites her lip hard as he goes, focusing on the sharp little pain to clear her expression of any grief. She would not give these guards the satisfaction of watching her grieve. She should never have made Prestan come here.
Prestan had been her mother's sworn sword before her, and when Aerys made Tywin marry Maryana, he'd followed her -- he had never forgiven the Ashfords for all but selling Maryana to Tywin. It had been Prestan who found his Lady's body cold in her own bed, and Eleyna curled up in Maryana's side. It had been Prestan who had picked Eleyna up and cleaned the blood off her face and out of her hair, and had coached her through the words of swearing him into her service. He'd been something like a grandfather for Eleyna's whole life, the only one to ever put her first since her mother's death. He'd never gone back to the Ashfords, even though he still had family in the Ashford lands. Eleyna had asked once, after her mother died, why Prestan had sworn to her instead of going home to his family. "You are my family, little sun," he'd told her solemnly, and that had been the end of it.
And now he was gone. Because of her.
Eleyna lets her expression settle into a blank mask of boredom. There wasn't room here for her to fall apart. She shakes out her arms as they're released, bites back the cry as her injured wrist protests movement, inhales sharply as a cold iron shackle is closed tight round that same wrist. Her eyes lock on to the tense line of Robb Stark's retreating figure, and don't leave him until long after he's left her field of vision.
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#i wrote the second half weeks ago and then i was just working on the actual red wedding#i was making myself too sad so i decided to end it where i did#inkandarsenic#game of thrones#robb stark#robb stark x oc#eleyna lannister#lannister oc#also featuring:#best boi#grey wind#ser prestan hayard#asoiaf#asoif fanfic#ink writes
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